Heyy , im still alive !haha .. i guess i manage to survive it here .Currently sitting on my orange bed ,exhausted from the crazy schedule today. Its about 1 something a.m. and again I CAN'T SLEEP .gaahhh .Life ? well this part of my life you may call it 'holding on' or 'complicated' .but then again my life has always been complicated eh ? I got my new lappy toppy ..but then it checked into the hospital ,attacked by that stupid shortcut virus -.- during the mid-term break .
Oh yeaa ,just came back from the holidays ..Despite the rushing, assignment, exhaustion, fever, and body aches ..it was just ...awesome ..i mean like Woahh ..Its not really about the bed or the aircond that made it awesome .Its simply the fact that im able to be me as me .NO protocols ,rules ,tatatertib shit or what not ..just plain old ME .Its tiring to be constantly judge by these narrow minded negative people here .Most of the time here ,i became someone else ..always down ,moody ,and constantly struggling to find some sort of happiness around here ,something to hope for..like a ray of sunlight in cold winter i guess .Tried to be happy , but here its almost impossible .but its okay as long as am not 6 feet under then its okay :)
