I forgive myself tonight and I forgive evryone in this world the way I hope one day they'll forgive me. Heyy Im not perfect but still that doesnt give me the right to hurt them either. I know that now..Wow i really love to learn everything the hard way huh?
You have no idea how much his last text meant to me. I found my last piece of the puzzle in one of his lines in it.. I've never really talk to him..now that its out, i find that to be a relief and that is the last clue that I was searching high and lows for. Now its complete..only with their blessings and forgiving myself can set me free. Free to move on to the next page ,free to write my own story the way i meant to live it and free to accept qada' and qadar, free from all this hatred and fill them with love and joy instead, free to colour my life and make them beautiful by letting my love ones be part of these awesome colours in my life..Being thankful and realizing how blessed u are turns out to be very important. lose that and u might just lose yourself. I'd love to be that positive person I was..or maybe even better than that..but it all has to start somewhere rite..
So i'll start from here then..
I forgive, I let go, I move on..
thank you for never giving up on me :')
