"Dear baby ,thank you for the excitement ,hopes and expectations .Goodbye"

2 months and 3 weeks ..shes gone ..:'(
I guess that dream was a sign that she's leaving us .


So to you dear ,im still thankful to allah for shaking up my emotions full of hope ,expectations ,happiness and joy although it lasted for only a short while ,you made my days full of joy of expecting you .Just know that I really thought you'd be here with us next year..but i guess if Allah said its meant to be then its meant to be this way huh ?
and somehow i believe that it is indeed for the best ..
for now ,


Goodbye ..

trialtrialtrial ?

OMG ,you know the worst thing that could ever happen to a student in the middle of an essay writing exam is running out of ink ...so guess what ? today my f'ckng pen did that .so i was like "what is the matter with you pen ! " .and plus the paper was bloody hard and i would probably just get myself a B .

then i was crapping some shit off on section A ,and it took me forever to ans the section B !

In recess time ,my english teacher literally waisted 15 minutes of my life by asking me to ans the narrative question tmmrw .If she hadn't notice ..on the early year test i did the freaking nrrative question and i was crapping through the entire 645 words .So now ,once and for all ..I SUCK IN ANSWERING NARRATIVE QUESTION ! full stop . end of story .

Oh and a few minutes ago ,i found this !

hahahaha ,i really dont get it mann .

I tried really hard to defend him from my friends that calls him gay and stuff ..but he is literally making this a very hard thing to do here !

I mean come on ,the dude is in a GIRLS magazine .Its not the best picture of him though .In here he looks sooo .... "damn , i cant find the word for this ."well you get my point .

Heyy dont get me wrong here ,i aint hating him ..even i use to be crazy about JUSTIN BIEBER ... but this guy on the left here ain't the one i fell crazy in love with .NOW ,he's just some popstar that thinks and know his hot . So to me ,that makes him not hot anymore .I dont blame him though , i guess people do change. So sorry bieber ,you lost one of your fans already .... me :)

Damn vox.com

I had to move my blog here because that vox blogging space had exploded few weeks ago .well actually not really ..somehow they decided to shut it down and heyy ..there goes my long blog .no choice now huh ?
then i'll just have to write it down here then .


Well basically im just an ordinary 17 years old girl born on 5th november 1993 .im an earthling on this planet called earth . country ? malaysia .So ,yes i'll be taking that SPM ( Sijil Paling Menyusahkan ) this 22nd november .I think i'll need more than just luck to get through it cuz currently ,only 2% of physics info is in my head :O The reason i blog is to actually record every drama in my life and when im down ,i can look up to this and see what i've gone through so far.If you wanna hang around and let me bore you to death with my supernormal - life ,you are very much welcome here :)

I love music ,food ,friends , and myself :) .Im definitely not some rich spoiled kid with lots of money ,i live a normal ,middle standard life here with my mum ,my stepdad and my two annoying brothers .My daddy is currently working somewhere at pakistan ,then i get to spend very limited time with him .I have my bestfriend arinah ,but i still feel lonely sometimes cuz she's practically jailed up by her parents and with nooo cell phone .I mean ..c'mon how the hell am i supposed to text her then ? and plus we can't really hang out and stuff ..well not yet ..I cant wait for next year !!we're soo gonna be free from all this .


School ?well more like an asylum ! hmm ..lets see ,theres this teacher called teo who literally runs the school like she owns it and have a huge mission to get our lives miserable EVERYDAY in her "'Pelllease' station" called BBI .Oh ! and she also carries around her binoculars to checkup on us .OH yes she is freaky to me too .the school is like a jail for us ,with teo as the warden ,the cctv's ,the wired fence ,oh and the latest ..the red forbidden line .i sooo cant wait to get the hell out off this this school .I feel like a real life robot and the prefects are teo's minions ,except for you nadd :)
My love life ? well im pretty sure you've listened to the song heartbreaker ..that song totally summarize my love life .

hmm , so i guess thats the whole 'fairytale ' bed time story called aina ..goodnight !


Love ya ,PEACE !