i was like WHAAATT ?

       Okay ,this sem so far ,i dah hilang my box of tissue ,almost lost my phone and i think tak lama lagi i might just lose my head kot. Living here all alone sememangnye tidak membantu langsung. I ended up walking a kilometer around the college at 2am in the morning just to wear off myself and get some sleep. But the least this sem is much more calmer compared to the last one but also much more lonelier though despite the people around me that i tried evryday to be with just to put aside my feelings ,I still feel whenever am alone. No matter how many smiles i flash and the laughters that i showed ,when the night falls and everything quiet down ,the loneliness will always come back to haunt me. HELP -.- '

Wow ,Im 18 ?

Heyy guys ,this is a little out dated but this actually happened on 5th november 2011 ..the day i turned 18 :)

Well frankly speaking it was not as what i imagine it would be ..It never really cross my mind that i'll be spending that day in Malacca which is my hometown on my dad's side..I guess it's just my luck that the Eid Adha fell on the 6th of November this year..So of all the activities that i did ,i ended up bakar lemang..hehe ..The playing with fire part is the part i LIKE :)

Then my daddy bought this awsome tiramisu cake that he didn't get to even taste cuz my cousins finish it all up before he could have it ( HAHA ) and i celebrate it with my relatives and my dad ..It was weird ,but then again weird-ness goes along just fine with me all the time isn't it ? so yeah ,thats how my day went down ..

The Second Round of Jail sentence , *sigh -.-'

Well ,am back to this hell hole ..atleast this time my jail cell is located on the Ground Floor instead of the third floor eh ? I have a feeling that this semester is gonna be interesting base on the fact that i actually got 7 different crowds of classes cuz i registered my course late ( yeahh ,i know ..serves me right eh ?) and up till now i have no clue to who my roomates might possibly be..Plus the thing bout having seven different class is that your schedule will definitely be HECTIC ..Despite it all i guess tonight i'll be sleeping alone ...again -.- ( where the hell are my roomates mann ? ) ..Its actually 2 am in the morning and am still wide awake catching mosquitoes for my fishy ..lol ,that’s how bored I am ryte now -.-‘ ..

Compare to last semester ,this semester i'm less blur-ish and more focus on my target i guess ..my dad wants good results as his birthday present this year and am gonna get it for him .So naturally by hook or by crook im gonna have to be a supergirl again ( cuz this semester schedule is just heckk ..everyday from morning to the evening ..i mean my monday class is untill 10 pm ) and i have 7 different crowds of 33 people to adapt to this sem..Welll ,I am Aina right ? then Im gonna triumph cuz there's NOTHING that Aina can't do ! Dean's list title you better get ready cuz im gonna get you for sure this time aite ..wish me luck guys ..love ,aina :)

Meet My Shiny New Fishy :)

Believe it or not ,i woke up that morning just longing for a plate of fried maggie at the mamak stall and ended up carrying a fish back to the college with me .My roomate yaya was out of town for 4 days so i got bored eventually and decides to go eat 'real fooood' (if you're a UITM student then you would totally get what i mean by real food ) .So  yeahh ,there i was in Bandar SIDEC just walking towards the mamak stall and i saw a Pet Shop ryte beside the mamak stall ..you see i have this thing for pets ,especially when im lonely .Im not that social of a person ,but then i never liked the feeling of lonesome ..it just scares the shit out of me .So ,I when in and i saw this Argus which is sooo adorable but its hard to bring it in soo i decided to take something smaller .well if you're wondering ,argus is actually a guiney pig .Ryte so i bought the fish instead which is smaller ..and thats how i bought my shiny new fishy ..oh and i only paid for like RM9 for the fish, small and adorable tank ,the anti-chlorine and the fish food ..quite cheap eh ? Haha wow ,you guys must be really awesome or bored that you guys actually read my story of my fishy till here ,but bored or not i still thank you for reading it..have a good day :)

Selamat Hari Raya and Happy Eid guys and girls :)

I have been A-wall for like years now...okay fine , months now ..but Tommorow is RAYA and i had just finish of putting on meat on the sticks and my hand is like yellow-ish now .sort of like an alien ,heee ...atleast it suits my style eh ? This year im oblige to celebrate 1st Eid day in Kuala Pilah ,which is my stepmum's hometown .There's a lot of feeling to it ..a lil bit awkward and a lot of weirdness .Thank god weird-ness is a part of me so i can take it all quite well .Heyy atleast this year i get to spend the first Eid day with my daddy ryte ? 


My Raya outfit theme colour this year is....( drum roll please )  ...PURPLE ! heeeee ,its just a pretty simple purple Baju Kurung with  small white polka dots prints on it .It took me only 15 minutes to find it but i love it to bits .However ,if you know me well ,every outfit i put on everyday have to have some thing like..WOAHH ryte ?Well this year it happens to be my charles and keith pair of shoes .It IS my new obsession .I'll totally let you guys see it later on when i have the time to upload the pictures in this very post itself .Well so far so good and like it or not i do miss arinah and my roommate though ,its weird not having them around ..SO HAPPY EID DAY ! loves :) 

Trust me ,it ain't that pretty .

Heyy , im still alive !haha .. i guess i manage to survive it here .Currently sitting on my orange bed ,exhausted from the crazy schedule today. Its about 1 something a.m. and again I CAN'T SLEEP .gaahhh .Life ? well this part of my life you may call it 'holding on' or 'complicated' .but then again my life has always been complicated eh ? I got my new lappy toppy ..but then it checked into the hospital ,attacked by that stupid shortcut virus -.- during the mid-term break .

Oh yeaa ,just came back from the holidays ..Despite the rushing, assignment, exhaustion, fever, and body aches ..it was just ...awesome ..i mean like Woahh ..Its not really about the bed or the aircond that made it awesome .Its simply the fact that im able to be me as me .NO protocols ,rules ,tatatertib shit or what not ..just plain old ME .Its tiring to be constantly judge by these narrow minded negative people here .Most of the time here ,i became someone else ..always down ,moody ,and constantly struggling to find some sort of happiness around here ,something to hope for..like a ray of sunlight in cold winter i guess .Tried to be happy , but here its almost impossible .but its okay as long as am not 6 feet under then its okay :)

University ,The high and lows .

I can't think of anyone to put the blame on appart  from myself of being here today ..If I hadn't screwed up my spm ,it would have been different but I did .So its a spilled milk ..can't do anything anymore ryte .The worst nightmare that im worried about actually came true ,like this morning  ,Sunglasses .. Well apparently these people don't wear sunglasses although the sun is like freaking bright like a big ass spotlight above your head .So when i wore it everyday I feel like an alien wearing my panties on top of my jeans ,people well ...they talk ..not just the first semester but even the student of the fifth semester talks about me .Sometimes I wonder if they had nothing else to think about ,like I don't know ,assignment or something ? Narrow minded and negative people are just so hard to be with .Sometimes I feel a little bit tired and disappointed with these people cuz they really just ,gaaahhh ..tried my best to tone EVERYTHING down ,even my english ,my wardrobe and now even my shades ? and they are seriously not making it any easy ..


Maybe my hopes were up too high for university standards in my head ,cuz in class , it is as if I was thrown back into a form 1 class back in highschool ..I simply had no choice nor options but to just do the work as it is .Sigh*




However ,despite the narrow minded and negative people that surrounds me here ,I am still very lucky to have met these awesome people ,also known as my ROOMATES .They are like my sisters here .So basically there's ,hasni ..She's from Taiping and taking pra-diploma for Business Management .She's really nice .Plus ,she has knowledge about medicine for sensitive skin and she is the lifeguard for my room cuz she is NOT scared of 

The effect of UITM  .

any kind of moth and bugs ..Then ,there's  Fiqa ,she's my senior ,third semester in fashion ..She doesn't talk that much ,she's really hardworking and creative but lately she speaks a little bit more often than she did 2 weeks ago ..Last but not least ,Yaya ..she's also my senior in third semester for fashion too ..She's kind and VERY helpful ..She thought me a lot about things ,do's and dont's and the people around here .She thought me the shortcuts around campus so that i don't have to walk an extra mile ..She thought me how to ride the bus to go out of this jail and well sadly ,to get back into this jail .She even thought me about the college and how to change a 50 cent shillings to obtain a fifty cent coint from a vending machine downstairs .Around here a  fifty cent coin is very important cuz thats the only coin that the washing machine will accept ..yeaa i know ,stupid eh ? So yeaa ,basically without her i would've been bullied like a thousand times here and won't even think of going out of this place with a bus .Oh and she's a night owl too ..bonus there :) Well ,the one thing that we all have in common is ...we are all CRAZY people and we liked  it .We even sing and dance when we're stressed out and just hang out downstairs with can drinks from the "mesin gedegang " a.k.a vending machine cuz its way cooler downstairs at night .They shared their experience and everything ..apparently we all come from a different types of life and backgrounds but we got along just fine cuz we respect each other .Am lucky in that way I guess .Its four in the morning and i miss everything back home ..and I have a class at 8am .So goodmorning :)