Selamat Hari Raya and Happy Eid guys and girls :)

I have been A-wall for like years now...okay fine , months now ..but Tommorow is RAYA and i had just finish of putting on meat on the sticks and my hand is like yellow-ish now .sort of like an alien ,heee ...atleast it suits my style eh ? This year im oblige to celebrate 1st Eid day in Kuala Pilah ,which is my stepmum's hometown .There's a lot of feeling to it ..a lil bit awkward and a lot of weirdness .Thank god weird-ness is a part of me so i can take it all quite well .Heyy atleast this year i get to spend the first Eid day with my daddy ryte ? 


My Raya outfit theme colour this year is....( drum roll please )  ...PURPLE ! heeeee ,its just a pretty simple purple Baju Kurung with  small white polka dots prints on it .It took me only 15 minutes to find it but i love it to bits .However ,if you know me well ,every outfit i put on everyday have to have some thing like..WOAHH ryte ?Well this year it happens to be my charles and keith pair of shoes .It IS my new obsession .I'll totally let you guys see it later on when i have the time to upload the pictures in this very post itself .Well so far so good and like it or not i do miss arinah and my roommate though ,its weird not having them around ..SO HAPPY EID DAY ! loves :) 

Trust me ,it ain't that pretty .

Heyy , im still alive !haha .. i guess i manage to survive it here .Currently sitting on my orange bed ,exhausted from the crazy schedule today. Its about 1 something a.m. and again I CAN'T SLEEP .gaahhh .Life ? well this part of my life you may call it 'holding on' or 'complicated' .but then again my life has always been complicated eh ? I got my new lappy toppy ..but then it checked into the hospital ,attacked by that stupid shortcut virus -.- during the mid-term break .

Oh yeaa ,just came back from the holidays ..Despite the rushing, assignment, exhaustion, fever, and body aches ..it was just ...awesome ..i mean like Woahh ..Its not really about the bed or the aircond that made it awesome .Its simply the fact that im able to be me as me .NO protocols ,rules ,tatatertib shit or what not ..just plain old ME .Its tiring to be constantly judge by these narrow minded negative people here .Most of the time here ,i became someone else ..always down ,moody ,and constantly struggling to find some sort of happiness around here ,something to hope for..like a ray of sunlight in cold winter i guess .Tried to be happy , but here its almost impossible .but its okay as long as am not 6 feet under then its okay :)

University ,The high and lows .

I can't think of anyone to put the blame on appart  from myself of being here today ..If I hadn't screwed up my spm ,it would have been different but I did .So its a spilled milk ..can't do anything anymore ryte .The worst nightmare that im worried about actually came true ,like this morning  ,Sunglasses .. Well apparently these people don't wear sunglasses although the sun is like freaking bright like a big ass spotlight above your head .So when i wore it everyday I feel like an alien wearing my panties on top of my jeans ,people well ...they talk ..not just the first semester but even the student of the fifth semester talks about me .Sometimes I wonder if they had nothing else to think about ,like I don't know ,assignment or something ? Narrow minded and negative people are just so hard to be with .Sometimes I feel a little bit tired and disappointed with these people cuz they really just ,gaaahhh ..tried my best to tone EVERYTHING down ,even my english ,my wardrobe and now even my shades ? and they are seriously not making it any easy ..


Maybe my hopes were up too high for university standards in my head ,cuz in class , it is as if I was thrown back into a form 1 class back in highschool ..I simply had no choice nor options but to just do the work as it is .Sigh*




However ,despite the narrow minded and negative people that surrounds me here ,I am still very lucky to have met these awesome people ,also known as my ROOMATES .They are like my sisters here .So basically there's ,hasni ..She's from Taiping and taking pra-diploma for Business Management .She's really nice .Plus ,she has knowledge about medicine for sensitive skin and she is the lifeguard for my room cuz she is NOT scared of 

The effect of UITM  .

any kind of moth and bugs ..Then ,there's  Fiqa ,she's my senior ,third semester in fashion ..She doesn't talk that much ,she's really hardworking and creative but lately she speaks a little bit more often than she did 2 weeks ago ..Last but not least ,Yaya ..she's also my senior in third semester for fashion too ..She's kind and VERY helpful ..She thought me a lot about things ,do's and dont's and the people around here .She thought me the shortcuts around campus so that i don't have to walk an extra mile ..She thought me how to ride the bus to go out of this jail and well sadly ,to get back into this jail .She even thought me about the college and how to change a 50 cent shillings to obtain a fifty cent coint from a vending machine downstairs .Around here a  fifty cent coin is very important cuz thats the only coin that the washing machine will accept ..yeaa i know ,stupid eh ? So yeaa ,basically without her i would've been bullied like a thousand times here and won't even think of going out of this place with a bus .Oh and she's a night owl too ..bonus there :) Well ,the one thing that we all have in common is ...we are all CRAZY people and we liked  it .We even sing and dance when we're stressed out and just hang out downstairs with can drinks from the "mesin gedegang " a.k.a vending machine cuz its way cooler downstairs at night .They shared their experience and everything ..apparently we all come from a different types of life and backgrounds but we got along just fine cuz we respect each other .Am lucky in that way I guess .Its four in the morning and i miss everything back home ..and I have a class at 8am .So goodmorning :)

Yada yada yada ,I love you guys A LOT :)

I heart Captain Jack Sparrow .. He's always the best ..Although it's rather strange that i still get attracted to him despite his messy beard and everything .I think his attitude and craziness plays a big role in there somehow .I always tend to get attracted to fun weird crazy guy like jack himself .My best guess is because im a fun weird crazy girl myself,aye ?                                                                                 

Captain Jack sparrow :)

               

                                    

Okay well enough with the Jack Sparrow thing ..which bdw finally reach the local cinema today and i went to see the movie with my BESTFRIENDS ! It was amazing ,i've been waiting for Jack since last year and to get to watch it on the premier day itself with my besties are a definite bonus :) Haaaa ,I love you guys ! Im stoked to how everything turns out okay today ..(well except for the dead guy in the middle of the road that we pass by right next to before we got to ikea ) apart from that ,things we're Perfect .


So here's how the whole thing went down today ...Once upon a time..
haha ,,naaahhh ..Its better than fairy tales .We went to The curve to get tickets and it turns out the next Pirate movie with decent seats was at 3.15 pm ..the face of our watch states 12.30pm..-.-' huh ? but then again we were starving so we went and head out for ikea for an awesome lunch together .eat eat eat ,make a tupperware out of a orange juice paper box ,then we walked down to the counter to get my ikea blue bag then arinah went to the toilet ,then she got out of the toilet and says " Im hungry :) " Im like ,"what ? haha you serious ? " .So we head back up stairs to the cafeteria and just hang out to wait for the movie to start .


We watch the movie and it was supercalifragilisticexpialadocious ! after another round of toilets we realize its already 6pm and we're like " damn ,if we go out now ,we will definitely get stuck in the traffic ".So we stayed and walk and walk and after that ,more walking ..we shop some stuff and try our best to move our feet to make it back to the parking lot .we went through the rainy night as careful as we can ever be .and we made it back home safe and sound :)

Oh and my bestfriend Arinah Aishah gave me this sweet *bestfriend* necklace ..so that no matter what ,i mean like no matter how far away we are from each other ,our hearts will still remain bestfriends ..I may not know the future but i do know that this is FOREVER  ,insyaallah .I know i'll miss you a lot up there in perak .No worries we will still get to see each other during holidays and all eh ? hee ,till then ..Take care <3

Friends and families are the best gift in the world :)

Exactly 1 more week to university ,so my friends and i had a little gathering planned and we're pretty happy on how it all turned out .It was really Awesome like...woaahh ..A LOT ! 

> On the very merry 11th May 2011 ,here's what went down ..

we meet up at 12 noon .

till they literally fall asleep !

waiting for the other 3 stooges . 

meet fatin ,the DR. -to-be !

        

umm ,no comment .

       

Okay ,lets just say he's
one of the crazy one :)

 

In the end ? Bowling !

Realize the bowling alley in sunway is full ,we went to summit bowling alley instead .

meet zarifah ,my highschool classmate for 3yrs ,
apparently for the next  3 years too :)

This is Azie the Mastermind in all of this.

                                                                 

yeap,that's zaim .The Pilot -to-be .

Hobby .

These are my girlfriends ,the one standing is Awesome the 1st ,a.k.a Nawwal :)

After summit ,we head out for a 'quick' mamak drinks .

Really tired but its fun !

speechless faces :D

Oh yeah ,and meet the awesome Zima :)

Just to get things straight ,NO ,they're NOT together :)

we had fun ! "lazy to turn the picture" ,hee :)

The bowling looks like a watermelon !

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The sun shines but the heat burns = Malaysia .

To whomever that has been in Malaysia before ,the title sounds pretty familiar eh ?The sun literally burns my skin ,even my eyes ,especially today where the clouds drifted by the wind that flew it up all the way towards the north of the country and left us all alone with the sun . There's just sooo much stuff i have to settle before this 22nd and the weather nowadays is not being co-operative at all .My head is spinning and the accidental good knock on my forehead by my mums elbow is NOT making it any better .I still have medical check ups ,stuff to buy ,stuff to pack ,clothes to choose ,documents that is yet to be found ,bank account to activate ,travelling arrangements ,reading each and every info they gave me,monthly food allowance to apply ,places to be at ,friends to bid final goodbyes ,and ..keep my sanity intact .14 days to do it ..thank god I have my mum around to drive me around town for everything and to explain the whole offer letter and stuff to me cuz its all in PROPER malay which is somehow hard for me to get and my dad who actually surveyed the place 3 thousand miles from here and told me all the good stuff bout the place and got excited even more .Don't get me wrong though ..I am greatful for even getting the offer in he first place and above it all ,I'm greatfulI to be blessed with such loving and supporting awesome parents .I am EXCITED ,I mean I should be right ? everything is just going perfect for me now ..

Well everything is almost-perfect ,but it could have been absolutely perfect if I could share my excitement and fear with my dearest best friend .Usually stuff that is as thrilling and big like this I would have share it with her ..but unfortunately its not that simple in this case...there's this one tiny little problem ...she didn't get the offer .Neither of us were there for each other but i guess in this case she's a lot more depressed than me ..I wish I could see her before I go or atleast for 5 minutes .I ended up picking up the phone and dialed he number..but when I did get to hear her voice ,we both just ran out of words to say which is just sad ..I hate the silence on the phone just now ..I've never quite heard a silence that loud before..sort of like ...a stranger .We both know that we're suppose to be there for each other but I know she's too down to be happy for me and im just too caught up with everything that's happening waay to fast  and got tide up with time that is just too limited for me now.She slipped off my mind for awhile and it was wrong for me to do so .I love her like my own sister and now she's falling apart ....and I don't know what to do or say to hold her together .All I could do now is to just pray for her to be able to pick up my phone call one day with a cheerful laughter and a big smile on her face like she does everytime .I don't know if you would read this ..but I want to thank you for everything ,teaching me stuff that I wasn't good at and I don't blame you for not wanting to see me cuz I know you hate goodbyes ,I don't have to wish you good luck because you don't need luck to stand back up because I know you're bright and strong enough to do so .Don't worry you won't be alone here .you still have your bestfriend megamind there whom I know will watch over you and keep you out of trouble.I know you'll be just as awesome as always .take care ,i heart you always .

And the next chapter begins ..

Un-bloodylievable !!haha ..i actually got it! this is a good chance for me and its clearly the next mountain that i need to move in my life to get one step closer to my dreams .I can see the path clearly and all i have to do now is just keep on climbing and just enjoy doing it ! Therefore i am leaving to start of this new challenge and adventure of mine this 22nd ! So wish me luck :) Its just supercalifragilisticexpialidocious !

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                       Semakan Keputusan Permohonan Kemasukan ke IPTA Sesi Akademik 2011/2012

Program Pengajian Lepasan SPM/Setaraf

Nama :

AINA NADHIRAH BINTI AMRAN

TAHNIAH!

  Anda telah berjaya ditawarkan program pengajian seperti berikut :

E2320 - DIPLOMA PENGURUSAN HARTANAH

UNIVERSITI TEKNOLOGI MARA (UiTM) ********************************************************************************************************